How about, NO.

Colchester Leisure World

It was Last month, when my mum gaved me vouchers worth 24 pounds as a pressent. She got Vouchers for Leisure World, Afcoure there was wrote than I can use it for Aqua Springs, Beauty Therapy, but my mum told than I can use it to for gym, well I tid ask her if she has ask the Leisure World, but she told she has not. So, Last week I went to Leisure World to ask may I use it for Gym and they told than yes I can. I was happy about it, and realy glad, but Today 14th of March I wanted to go to gym and start using my vouchers, when I get till Gym "Activia" they told than I cant use the vouchers, even if Leisure World had told me I can.

Colchester "Activia" the Health & Fitness centre

So why did they lie to me? If I cant even trust public institutional, who has made for helping people, Who than I can trust?

I miss everything what I had done in past.

I miss my friends, who made me smile everyday.

I miss my grandma, who made me hate her.

I miss my house, where I sang.

I miss my school, who made me wish wrong things.

I miss Old style, what made me special.

I miss my laugh what I lost when I start missing.

I miss Ronnie Radke, who is shit and who srew everything.

I miss Screams, who usualy was in my i-pod.

I miss my old pics, where I looked like shit.

I miss my shit what I had talked.

I miss everything what had made me be who I am now and then.

What do you miss?

SO here it is the pluss size modeling picture I had to put on 10 kg, itwas night mare, now I have to get back to my 45 kg;/

it will be hard but I want get my skinny leggs back.

But however my playlist for this week:

1. Britney Spears - If U Seek Amy

2.Master Shortie - Dance Like A White Boy

3.La Roux - In for the Kill

4.Fightstar - Mercury Summer

I adore her, she is absolutely my top 10 artist, hair, style, voice and sound is puurfect.

PERFECTION.