How about, NO.

"Even if you're on the right track, you will get run over if you just sit there"

Following your dreams are hard, but no one said it will be easy. All we do is cry, cry how people stand front of us, but remember there always are ways around it.  It could be harder, but just keep in mind the goal, the dream.

Lately  I had been reading, loads of Marialias and Audrey Kitching blogs, which had realy inspired me, expecialy Marialias ones. These two very beautiful woman, are pretty different but very, and I say very tslanted. And if you think, they didn't  sit just  at home in PC and dreamed life, these girls worked their asses off to be where they are. And now it's my time to do it!

As I want to be designer, I want to lunch my own brand/label. I had started to sketch the Spring/Summer 2011. It looks pretty random, but I will find then perfect look for this Spring & Summer. However, I know i had speaking about my t-shirt line zillion timesw, but NOW i'm so sirious as hell. The new name is Scorpion and it's lunching on 01.01.10. I'm very excited. By the way I am thinking of making some jewelery and hair jewellery on etsy.com. What do you think?

These are realy old pics from partyu which took place ages ago. But it was super fun. all of those people, except me got drunk, and almost missed the plane next morning. But I ♥ them all!

Ouh my God, I look horrable! I have to lose weight fast. This took place on 14th of November. My mom, me and my place partner Lita and family friend went out for some drinks, but as I'm not one of the bing drinkers, i chalanged Lita to play with me Poll. I won! Bahahaha, but it was great way to escape the real cruel world!

Don't ask this pic is from my Halloween/birthday party, but I put this in because New Moon is out! WOAH! Are you excited?

Cute or WTF?!?! Personaly I'm not big fan of Gucci, but I thinmk this is so cute! But would I rock it? the answer is NO! I would buy it because it's for charity, but you would never see me with it on the streets/. How about you? Would you rock it or turn around and pretend that you never had seen it?

Do toy like my new blogs? They will not be that long, this is just for starter.=]

"  It's like a star in your hand, it's like a smile in your lover eye."

Wow, it has been ages when I last time sat down and typed something in buzznet journal virtual pages! It feels like time is running, and even how hard and fast I try to catch it up, I can not do it! It feels like everything going to change just after one minute. But it doesn't. So I guess, what I have to do is, make the best of everything! So maybe that's why I'm here typing up my mind to share and to be free from old thaughts.

Halloween has been just some minutes gone and all the costumes had been given back to closet,boxes,shops,charity shops etc. And old good times has been past away, with anger and with meaningful gaze. We pack our bags and get ready for stepping first step back in school/job and all we know how much we miss the great time! Well, that's how it rolles with me! First week from halloween holidays I had 3 tests, lots of course works and homeworks! Not so happy about that! However as you may know my birthday is on Halloween and I had amazing time, and I dig every single minute in those 24 hours!

I met up with some girls and we went to chinese kitchen, after that we walked around and than we ate my little birthday cake, after that we went to dig some books and bitch about some random people. We siriously got amazing time and I guess no one will take it away from me.So here is some pics to dig and see:

After the day I went back home, and suprise, suprise my mother was waiting for me and she got me this amazing Laptop, and it's Pink and I just Love it, I didn't show my emotions at that time, so it did upset my mom, but I told her millions time than I dig it a lot! Here are some presents I got:

These are just some of them I got LOTS MORE!

However in the holidays I met up with girls and boys and we just chilled out and had some holiday fun, We realy didn't do much just walked around and talked! Here are some pics:

I guess that's all what had been happening with me!

How was your holidays/helloween?

Zomg,

I'm so back with funny facts, only now I don't have the correct time when I going to write them, but they are here, and just for you huns.Todays guest are friend of mine, her buzznet name is louverzballngedh, she takes amazing images, in each picture she brings some piece of her. She takes breath everytime I see one of her pictures. What so ever give one big smile for louverzballngedh!!!!!

1.im scared of gost n animals (dog,to be exact)

2.im addicted with pizza n chocolate ice cream

3.i love art.(photography,music to be exact)

4.now,im trying to cook.n my mom teachs me.lol

5.i really want to go to rome,madrid,greece,london.i think they are perfect.dont ya think so? lol

6.im obsessed with glasses n soccer jersey.

7.i hope i can play soccer with my fav footballers.n they teach me (:

8.well,im not chinese,but my face looks a bit chinese.(why?)

9.well,my hair is curly n i want its straight..

10.last,i love reading.(biography,politic.n idont like comic)

What do you think? 

Hey guys,

Good new to you, this is the last funny fact journal what I am writeing. And I thoughed than my last journal I should finish with realy talented person, who knows what art is all about. And Dixie Leota is perfect for todays journal. I wanted to show some favorite work of hers:

And afcourse I couldn't NEVER forget to show one of the prettiest girls on earth, Dixie Leota, and here comes the funny facts about her:

1. She love cartoons.

2. She had huge crush on bret from flight of the conchords.

3. She is addicted to chocolate

4. She is afraind of clowns after i watched 'it'. I'm not sure Pennywise does not exist.

5. Hers favorite part of body is my hair. my least favorite part of body is also my hair.

LOL to the fact 2 and fact 5 ;D. Ha like for real, you don't have any other favorite parts,like I freakin love my skin colour and my eyes and hair. haha but ok. Personaly I love Dixies eyes, so puurfect.[rolleyes]

When I saw fact three,I was like- dooh, chocolate is my best mate, [lick] I couldn't stand my life without one piece of it in day.

But I love clowns they are so freaky and so gay ;D [meanmeanmeanmean]

I  realy did enjoy this journal! I hope you guys did too,

and goodbyes.

xoxoxo

Hi,

Well not so excited about today, cuz I was so nasty to one of the sweetest buzznetiers on earth, and the thing is, I realy didn't ment to be. what so ever I was, and I'm so sorry. I haven't been on PC for two days, beacause as you may know I was at "Aglona", what is biggest catholic church in europe. Weather was not the best, but everything else was amazing. By the way I had posted half of the images here on buzznet. So you can see them all.

But, I'm not here to talk about myself, but about the girl who change style code all the freakin time! Her name is Kristiinam, she is from estonia, she is simply amazing, she has got the style and look to rock the country, and buzznet. You know everytime when I visit hers page I think, why the hell she still doesn't have style badge. Kristiinam is my nr.1 style icon, for real. Can't do nothing about it. She just has got everything. what so ever, we know than she has got style, looks, buzznetpage,but how about the nerd in her? Don't worry she has go it too, like check these facts:

1. She is afraid of enormous ships....especially cruise ones.

2. She hate Russia!

3. Everytime she see a spider, she totally froze and look this creature until its out of site.

4. Favorite food-sushi..totally obsessed.

5. She would die if hers MP3 would break...can't live without music at all. 6.She is in love with Disney.

7.She is obsessed with tattooed and pierced guys..they attract her the most.

8.She never buy her own smokes..She's only social smoker and she smoke when someones offers.

Well, well well, I see we have something simelar, like fact 2! Ouh my God, hate them too, ok you would ask what's so funny about it, see, estonia, latvia is next to the russia, between latvia, estonia and lithuania has been working the "friendship" in low lever but it has been on for years. But when we talk about russia, we are like one team, fu^^ them all. I'm not saying than all of the are losers, but big part of them are.  Than number 4, ouh sushi, I could eat them million..trillion ..billion years and still would find them atractive,[giggle]. Number  7. freaking agreed, if I see dude with tattoos and piercings, and all looks super cute, I gonna be like;;look at that stunner [tongue out], ahaha. Personaly love these facts!

By the way guys, realy check hers pics, she has got amazing style!

So what do you think, hate it or love it?

which person do you want to see in next journal, suggest, or suggest your self!

Love and Laugh,

Hallo Mallo, sweethearts!

OMG, days go so fast,I still remember the day when I came back from UK. And look at me now, I'm sitting on my chair and writeing Funny Fact journal, what means it has been a week from my come back home! WOW! But I couldn't say than I haven't done anything, I had been at the beach all these 4 days and just yesterday I came back from the wonderfull trip! I even got time to make my new live blog and you can check it here: http://gunacampbel.blogspot.com/ ! What so ever I didn't come back just with good emotions, but with tommy aches too! I feel so shitty now, I don't want to eat, I can't move, and I am sleepy, what is super bad! But what so ever it isn't just all about me! Or is it?!?![giggle]

Todays journals guest I choosed differently, I didn't search some one who I know or who looks like super great and funny person. I choosed it very randomly, I clickted on the profile and I saw the images, I kind of know what she is like and than I just felt like writeing about her, I didn't waiste any more of my time and I wrote her, and asked if she wants to be in my Funny Fact journal! And on next morning I woke up, couldn't eat anything, turn on my PC, loged in Buzznet, and there it was, a message from one of most amazigly beautiful, smart, sweet, and hilerious girls Freakishlyfreak! And today you may be gonna be happy, beacause she gave me MORE FACTS!!! So now is the time to show the facts, check 'em out:

1. She is afraid of clowns and mascots.

2. she is half-chinese and she attend a Chinese school and yet, she's not very good at chinese

3. Bright colors that are moving makes her think she is high (although she's not and will never be)

4. She talk when she sleep.

5. She is fond of old chinese songs. (hers aunt influenced her)

6. She have the blackest hair and eyes among my friends

7. She used to think that a parking lot was a prison and every time her mom comes in a parking lot, she would cry.

8. She used to swallow chewing gums. (juicy fruit! :D)

My favorite facts are 2. and 7. beacause it is wierd than you can't speak your mother language, but I'm not saying than Freakishlyfreak is mad or something only it is wierd and in same time hilerious! Don't worry Freakishlyfreak you are not alone I know others with fact like that, like my best UK mate Pamela, she is from Ghana, hers parent speak ghanien but she can not speak perfectly and she can not write in ghanien. And fact 7. dunno why but I think it is drop dead hilerious. Lolzy Molzy!!!

WARNING: If you like Millionaires and if you do not underestand jokes, please don't wach this video! But if you still wnat to watch it click on the link[everyone]!

http://freakishlyfreak.buzznet.com/user/video/?id=4231861&type=video&error=The+post+you+suggested+to+be+featured+will+be+reviewed.+Thank+you+so+much+for+your+input!

To the quest from me:

I <3  Freakishlyfreak!

Something to the readers:

So guys which fact did you enjoy the most?

Please  suggest your self or some one else for next funny fact journal!

Love and Laugh,

Zomg!

Ah, another saturday is here and I am already  in Latvia it feels super awesome but wierd. Beacause i'm not writeing from my PC and my Latvian PC is like WOW but i don't feel it, you know that good energy about my big brain friend. What so ever Latvia hadn't changed at all, same old. But I am so happy to be here. Lots to do, but such a small time. Pluss this week I'm tottaly in love with song L.P.-Good With You and newest English artist Frankmusic, his music is bubbling awesome. But less about me more about the journal, don't you think?

So todays guest is Little, Strange, but realy cool girl, named Elza-she agrees than her name is pretty unusual, but isn't that what makes her special, it is same with my name. Like my name is Guna and you gonna find similar names but not my name so this is why I think Elza already is cool. But the coolest thing is that  she makes  BEST hospital pictures, and sorry to everyone who does them too but Elza IS THE BEST in these type of images. But, only cuz she is cool doesn't mean she isn't one little freakin freak, she does do some stupid things and i will not waste any more of my or your time and here are the funny facts:

1: When she was 9 years old she spent 2 days watching all of the A Nightmare On Elm Street movies.

2: Has a huge crush on Willy Wonka.

3: Can write backwards with no mistakes(also called mirror writting).

4: Was sent to the principal's office for saying that the word "cocoon" sounds funny.

5: Had a crush on her exboyfriend's brother.

Firstly I just wanted to say than I think Elza is super cute and great model, and if i would live in Mexico i would love to have photo shoot with her, cuz maybe if you know I am photohgrapher. But about the Facts, well girl you can have one big LOL from me! Dunno how about you guys but to have crush on Willy-it's mad  thing to do or say. He is a mad man for 100% sure. Fact 3-that freaks me out, how the fu** do you do that? it's like I had been trying to do it for AGES and still can't do it! About fact 4, agreed hahaha =D it does sound funny and screw teachers they are bubble-idiots!!!!! and about Fact 5, I have just one thing to say: "Dear Elza, you are such a bad, bad girl!!!"

But you know I love this girl she is awsome and I WANT THAN SHE IS BUZZNET ORGINAL!!!!!! i had already suggested her but they are not responding, ;[, bad OG !!! You should be punished, personaly from  me! [tounge out]

Lolzy Molzy, my journal is almost ended, and again what you think? who you would love to see in next journal, maybe you want to tell others about your facts? Send me request, or your facts and I'll do all what's in my power to give you the journal with your wish!

Love and Laugh,

Hey, hey, hey,

Ouh my This week has been heartrecking and full with awsomness. As you may know I had started to do my own clothing line, yes that's right I stop listening to others and took my self by nuts. And I am so glad than I have so much supporters, i feel loved. But this journals upseting part is than I think I gonna stop doing these journals, beacause I realy work my ass off to bring you these facts, it does take time to write people and get facts, and write the journal, and if i do not get your love back, I can't see the point doing this all. But I realy hope than in this journal I gonna get love back. What so ever, lets change topics, so Saturday has  came and my love to this person had never changed, she is super awsome person, she makes best of the best "Who did it better?" journals, and I allready think you know who is the quest of todays funnny fact journal, if no, than I am shocked but lets welcome Krystinsdeparture or just Krystin, and Her facts are short but laugh-your-head-off hilerious! Lets check them out:

1: She hate having a tan,

2: She have been home schooled for the last two years,

3: She is accident prone,

4: She wish she could design clothing, but every time she trys, she ends up making a mess,

5:Hers favorite tv show is Burn Notice, because she have a crush on the main character.

What the hell girl?  Hate having a tan?!?!? NO, that's wrong, but hilerious, how could some one dislike having a tan?!?! C'moon even my ex-boyfriend enjoy to have it ;D What so ever  looking at Audrey Kitching she too isn't big fan of sun! And number 4 is something near me only in the end of the day I got little effort of the whole days work ;D. Eh, girl number five is jusl like me. I love Mentalist, and the main character is HOT. That's way I never miss any series.

I love these facts! How about you guys? Did you enjoy them?

Love and Laugh,

Shalamahama Guys,

WOW, this week has been long and hilerious! On monday and Friday I had normal day at college, but on tuesday and wendnesday I was at job shadowing, what was just super fun, and Jesus I miss Wayne <3. What so ever, the best part about this week is than my summer term starts with coolest quests in my Funny Fact journal and they are super talanted, orginal band A Skylit Drive, who brings not just Rock, but rock what you wouldn't had heared before, they have songs like  "Eva The Carrier" what brings dudes like Metal dudes loving them and song "My Disease" what makes me hear they emotional power in music and song "I Swear This Place Is Haunted" makes people like-hippies remmeber the good old days and feel peace in them. A Skylit Drive had been awsome not just one day but ages, and they are one of my most viewed bands. But  even if they are so cool and super talanted, they do some stupid crap all the frocking sake, and I am here to tell you some:

Joey has a hello kitty tatoo on his leg and he doesnt know why :)

Cory repeats himself alot and doesnt realize it, even when you tell him.

Nicks favorite flavor is strawberry but he eats cherry the most.

Theres absolutely nothing funny about Kyle :| except hes only in the band to get girls :P

If Jag could have any super hero power, it would be to shoot orange chicken out of his hand :D

If Brian could be any animal it would be a cat so he can lay around and sleep all day, trip out on cat nip and get petted :)

Its a BOOOOM of laugh right now ;D! My favor is Kyle, you would ask why, beacause even if I find him odd, it is hilerious and lame to be in band for girls, but I couldn't disagree with him, if I would have change I would snog his face off [giggle] and talking about funniest facts I thing Jag and Cory's ones are ass kicking ;D I would never thoughted than from Cory-the cutest one, you could make such a patato head and Jag- WTF?!?! ;D But the cutest one I think is Brian's one beacause I wouldn't mind  to sleep all day long ahaha

DAMNED I LOVE THESE GUYS.

You can find these guys very near to you like on Buzznet: http://askylitdrive.buzznet.com/user/

                                                                                or  on Myspace: http://www.myspace.com/askylitdrive

What so ever I have question to the Joey: Did you were wasted when you done ur tattoo?

And Questions to the readers:

how do you find these facts about band A Skylit Drive?

Who you would love to see in next journals?[tell me and I will try to get them, but no promisses, and if they are not on next 3 journals no worries, beacause I already have 3 new other quests.]

Is there anything I could change to make my journal better?

Love and Laugh,

ZOMG everyone!

Ah these last days had been hot and sunny, but afcourse silly too, like on tuesday I was trying to get one  gay nummber, and he realy is dickhead and tottaly posh, but I still got it from his friend, it was not anymore the same fun than it was when I was trying to get his number. What so ever I had been broken these days too, but I love Saturdays, because I know I will laugh again and for all my heart, and you guys know why! Beacause it is Funny Fact Journal day, Boom Boom Zooom.

And talking about the journal, I was wondering to do something different this time. So this time I took buzznetier, who maybe isn't as known as Marialia or Jon, but still is orginal and super funny in each way. And I would gues than you know this girl, and you will know than she loves band Skylit Drive, she is creative, hers make-up is always alive and she is happy as rabbit who has got carrot. So todays quest is Miss Punkie Justice! Ouh I just adore her!

Maybe you would ask me why did I chose her, and I swear it isn't only beacause she is my friend,,but beacause she realy is awsome person, she helps everyone, she doesn't hide who she is and she is just perfect tuch for my journal. Thats why I will not waste any more your time and gonna give the facts about Punkie. Here they are:

1.She absolutely HATE wearing pants, she hate covering up her legs in general

2.She can text anything abc without looking and no mistakes

3.when she learned to roller skate she NEVER fell because she grabbed the pole :)

4.have a twin brother who looks nothing like her

5.two boys she absolutely would go nuts without: her cat colin and her teddy bear tyler 

6.she love eating watermelon but she hate the seeds, she is aware that they sell it seedless but she buy it with the seeds just because she love pitting them out x)

7.she is going to be 18 soon and she still watch cartoons ahl day

 *Gigggle*;D

Ouh it is awsome to hear more than 5 facts from her, and the all made me giggle. The watermelon fact was super funny and super hard to underestand, but that's why I do love Punkie, she never answers normaly, she just write everything whats on her mind and it realy feels good reading them. <33 Personaly I am wierd, verry wierd but I hide it all the time, but when I am talking with Punkie I can be myself, and I LOVE IT. But what so ever she had send me a pretty funny storry and I think she wanted than you guys hear it, so there it is :

"i went to skool dressed strictly in blue white and green. i was too tired to polish my nails blue and green the night before so i went with pink nails, i got so fussy not matching and almost had a panic attack so my boyfriend at the time and my best friend told me to call home and get picked up. i had just gotten dropped off so my excuse had to be GENIOUS or my parents what have told me to stick it out so i went to the nurse whos phone call sends everyone home and got pale out of no where, coughed between my words, rubbed my eyes red and faked a runny nose! she called home and i left before the bell rang :D" tells Punkie in message.

Ouh my, I adore this storry ;D I think one of best storries ever.I would love to hear some more facts, but sadly there is any left =( What so ever I still want to hear what you guys think about these facts, and what do you think about Punkie, was it good idea to write about her? Did you enjoy facts? and do you think I should ask time after time other buzznetiers to be featured in Journal?

Love and Laugh,

Boom Boom Ouch!

Well, well, well,here I am agian and again I am writeing my journal "Funny Facts". This week had been so bussy, what is absolutely stunning, I love bussiness. But I swear I just couldn't wait for this day, not beacause I had been booked for first time, but beacause todays quest is Miss sunshine Breesays. wuhoo oouh. You all lads know how awsome she is, she knows how to look gorgeous in each situation, she is one of greatist buzznetiers ever and she is super funny. And I  just know how badly you want to hear her facts, enjoy darlings:

-The two movies she can quote the best (because she have seen them SO MANY TIMES) are Clueless and Finding Nemo

-Whenever she kills a spider, she always afraid other spiders are watching and going to seek revenge later

-She hates donuts, only like the top part of muffins and don't like to eat bananas after they get brown spots on them

-If she trys to tell a joke, she usually laugh too hard and never get to the punchline

-She like to sleep with a blanket on top of her head

Yes, yes, yes she is just exactly what my journals is all about, expecialy facts about spiders and about blanket, makes me laugh, and laugh, and laugh, laugh, laugh.....laugh.......ehhh yeah so where I am?!?!

Ouh yes, the fact about joke, reminds me myself, because whenever I try to tell a joke I just cannot finish laughing, usually the audience never ever will get the joke, but what so ever, it isn't bad for me, I got the laugh, and it was a good laugh.

By the way I just Love spiders, they are so cool. In my home country which is Latvia spiders are lucky symbol. That's propably why I like them.

Do you like spiders?!?!

Which fact was your favorite one?!?!

Tell me everything what you think about this journal, I really do care.

Love and Laugh,my dears!xoxoxo

Hey guys,

Another week has been ran away and my next journal is here. I am still covering from last journal, because I still think I am only one who doesn't save marshmellows, but what so ever, I had been bussy these past days, but I haven't forgotten about the journal. You propably want to know who will be this weeks laugh buzznetier. But you shall not  wait long, because our guest usually don't wait, she stands up and do whatever she wants to do and if she wanted to be designer, she worked hard and look now she is Miss Fashionista in Buzznet and outside of web life. We know her as "Candy Land's collection" designer and one of cutest female buznetiers ever with most coolest name Marialia. wohoooooooo.

I know I had been talking too much but I promisse I will stop doing it soon, I just want to tell than it is such a happiness to know than she is my second journal quest. But time is here and now to start to tell you hers little funny facts:

- she is obsessed with hello kitty

-she drives a toyota scion

- she eats sushi like four times a week

-she has three closets full of clothes and still never has anything to wear

-hers mommy is hers best friend

Aww these are more cuter than funnier, expecialy the last fact is this week my favorite fact ever I had been heared. For me it is realy important than I and my mom do not stress about little stuped things. I love to be really close with my mom, because I know anytime when you will need some ones hugs and good words, your family, expecialy mom will allways be there. And it was adorable to hear than some one is realy closed to the family.

But fact four is hilarious, ;D I have only one closed and i do not have anything to wear, i could image three closets and anything to wear, jesus girl, but hopefully you will have some day three closets full of clothes to wear ;]

By the way I LOVE SUSHI. yummy.

But I do have questions to readers:

- Do you think I should keep doing these journals?!?!

But thanks to each one reader, about wasting your time on this journal.

with love and laugh to you, from me.

Bonjour, les beaux lecteurs, a fait vous attendez ont très envie de l'amusement ?

The day has come when I'm starting writing my new Journals, which will allways come out each Saturday. So put your pants up, get your PC on full battery, take your glasses, and start to read, because today's guest is my personal favor, and super talated Photographer Jon who hides under one of greatest names ever Hocus Focus LA. As you may know he is truly amazing, he is friendly, funny, and he does do some stupid things. Want to hear them, do you? well here you go:

1. He eat subway before each of his shoots.

2. He usually wear an LA hat hence (Hocus Focus LA)

3. He eat all the non marshmallows in Lucky Charms, and save all the Marshmallows last to eat :]

4. He love taking pictures but he dont like his picture taken.

5. He have this theory that Pinkberry is a conspiracy to take over the world so Japan can make nuclear weapons.. HAH

Ahaha, the first time when I read  these facts I thought, damned is that true or you made these up, because these make me laugh my pants off.  My personal favor is Marshmallows, I never ever save them, because I love them badly, they are so yummy, so I don't have the power to say no to them, even not for 1 minute. But thats not all what our gorgeous Photographer wanted to say to you guys and some one who had been inspired from him, like me, and it realy did help me, to think better about my self as Photographer: 

"I have only been shooting for a year.. and I am self taught.. I actually go to school for animation and game level design," saied Jon.

It was Fun, and realy fantastic time to work with him, he is realy helpful, and I think I done the right thing to open my new Journal with him. Huge thanks from me to him.

But I have question to the Photographer:

As you told you eat subway before each of your shoot, what don't you stay fat?!?!?!?!? o.O

Question For you beautiful Readers:

Do you save Marshmallows for last?!?!?

Or Do you have some bad ass theories?!?!

I would love to hear from you guys more about these facts, and did it make you feel little bit better about your selfs? Because as we know we all do some crazy things and usually we think than Famous People are so perfect, but we don't have to be perfect to be great;)

Tell me what you think?

Lots of Love and Laugh.

Ahh. I had tried to make different blogs but they all had sucked. So I had came here to ask your help. What d I could make my blogs about? There is some of my ideas, but if you don't like anyone please tell your ideas.

SO here we go:

1: Hair for week

2: Hottest music chart for the hottest week

3: News what could schock

4: New gossip, never bad idea

5: some funny facts abou different people [could be buzznetiers, famous people, infamous, someothers on the street or whateve e.t.c.]

6:Best food for cool day

What you think? SO?

It is just one day in my life, and I feel so sad, about everything I had saied, and it had hurt some one.

I'm so sorry for jugging others, even when in same time wrong one is me, so sorry for being bad friend and

daughter. So sorry for don't being  the same person. So sorry for my lies and my sins. So sorry for not

helping others. I hate to say, but the time to tell the truth is now. I am nothing, never ever had been

and probably never will. I never had been nice, allways had been bitched, hated and jugged. But that

never had been my aim to do. I just want to be something. And I know telling sorry is same as going

to toilet for some of you guys. But people make mistakes and here I had made it, and I'm realy sorry

about it. If even you would know how much it hurts and how much I'm sorry.

Hey everyone,

I'm  here to write about something what I had worried for while. If one of you who are reading this Journal Post waste 20 minutes to read through megazine or while you are eating and drinking morning coffee is watching morning news you will know what I am talking about.

Today on morning I was realy sleepy  and  news were going on as allways, so while I was eating I heared again something what made me pissed off and angry. As you may know A nonprofit nuclear nonproliferation group is discounting news reports that North Korea might be reprocessing spent nuclear fuel at a plutonium separation plant. And it realy bother me, you would ask me:"Why? It's not even your bussines, they are not talking about you!" Well, Excuse me, but YES it does. Now you probably would ask : "In witch way than, missy?". Well I don't know how about you, but for me in every way. It's so hard to look at everything whats happening now. But for sure it is WAR. All the "Flu viruses", "Bombards", "Nuclear weapons",they all show whats happening NOW. It is same as with WW1 and WW2, and we all know how it ended, do you need to remind? Well why not! Dead Bodys, who probably were some ones child, dad, gradpa brother or cousin. Rats every where big as cat's, blood and smell. Deadly shelling sound and trench foot. AND FOR WHAT? For Land, who we even didn't get, for Power who was weak and still is, for fame, there is no fame but just hate.Thousands  of people just died, for lies and hate. And now it is allready WW3, you may say:"I don't see anything, I don't feel nothing and all what you say is bullshit." Yes, maybe, but than again explaine me, why all this is  happening? As my good friend, who is Geography teacher told me than all what you see and hear and what bothers you such as this one accident about nuclear weapons, is civil war, it just under our brains, we think than all this is over, but NO it just started.

All what we care is: "Ouh, do I look good", "These shoes are so great", "Ouh my, look at those snake fur bags", wake up, we are dieing, we are killing and we are destroying. And in days end, all what we could say was, how terrible is China  doing all those DIRTY companies. But They just need money, as we all need, and we cannot do nothing about it, cuz we are human race and we fuck our lifes and world up. Cuz nothing just cannot happen. Well FUCK YOU AND FUCK EVERYTHING WHAT YOU THINK,CUZ YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE GOT. Someone who made the univers, dunno who, maybe God  or whatever you believe in had made it and you cannot denite it. And as he made it he can take it back, and than I want to see how will you die, as jerk who cared about him self or as human who lived and helped as he could. Well? it is all in your hands, what the hell are you waiting?

You maybe think now:"Well no one else is doing something, why should I do it". Firsly there is thousands of bands, singers, people who are, such as the same Micheal Jackson, he made the song "They don't care about us", he told what he think, and how we can help it and than it will never be to late. Than camed Gun's n Roses with song "Civil War" and in lyrics there is words such as "We don't need no Civil War", agree and they get in point they told they don't need it, and no one else wants it. Then in this year in "Britain got talant" were a girl dancers somewhere on 36 or pluss or minuss, but lots of young girls, and they dance they draw on their faces and they showed what they feel. And now it is your turn, recycle, go to school or drive with public transport or go with bicecycle. Stop buying all these expensive cosmethics or fur, live without fakeness, be real. And help and make disgussions and maybe people will hear you.

I camed with message and I hope you hear it.

thats all what I wanted to say and I hope you will have something to say to me.

  Hello Yello,

Even I'm feeling sad right now, and I will not smile for while, I hope than this blog will show how much and what I had done in these two days. .

Starting with yesterday, I was in one of the coolest night-clubs ever "Asylum", what is Indie, Rock, Metal club, what was just for me, I was rocking with my bestie Olivia all around. From start I though it will be dissaster, but starting from middle and till end I was so on the note and moving, than even now my legs and my back is hurting. And I cannot wait next time when I will have free time, cuz I'm not gonna stay at home but I will shake my booty in "Asylum".

BIG KISS TO ASYLUM AND DJ.

And now come This Saturday, what was one day when I could have best experience and in same time I could die and say bye bye to world and to my adorable family friends and fans and my models, which is one of my best thing in my world and they know than I will always help them as much as I can, because I am here and I can do it. But now where am I, ouh yes experience! So I had never, as I say NEVER had came to help my dear mum in work, but today I though, why not. So My mum is working in "Landsure" and she is Landscaper, sounds silly but my mum just adores her work, because whole her live she had worked with flowers and gardens and thats more hers hobby. But personaly I hate gardening and flowers from my whole heart. But yes so today I was with her, and blody hell it is well hard job. I did colloring- you know whole running lines. And blowing grass away, sounds easy, isn't? and than when I started to do it, it was so hard, expecialy when you have to do running lines straight ahr hate it. That means I will never do it again and I will never want such a work, but it was good experience.

THENKIES MUM.

Ouh, after the work, we went back to my mums job office where we put whole things and than we went to my mums place where she puts usually her car and than we go dink tee or talk about some new gossip.Yes I am with my mum big friends but ok, so when she was putting her car in parking place and I had to help her to show way so she doesnt drive on some other car and than while I was showing I was in middle of my mums car and another car and my mum drive on me and by cars back she squeshed me to another car, thenks to God than there were going my friend and she told my mum what she is doing. but it was my own foult cuz I went to far so she couldn't see me.

THENKIES INESE FOR SAVING MY LIFE

And here comes the Last thing the huge Europe thing "Eurovision", what made my night realy sad, because I just loved United Kingdoms song, it was awsome and heart breaking, but here came Norway and took the first place what was terrible, the song isn't for me and they won only because the guy who sang was pretty handsome. Well I couldn't see what was so pretty about him. But this is life and I have to deal with it. but Heloo we were fifth and I still feel good about it.

YEEY UK ICH LIEBE DICH.

But, Huns I had told you all and I hope you will enjoy it and will see small part of my dayly life.

BYE LIEBIES.

Guna xxx

"I want it" says Sharlotte with angry face..

"I wish I would be famouse" says jake...

"I wish I would be tiny, and good in fotography" says Guna..

We wish so much things, we dream about them all the time. Like Example: When we sleep, wen we watch others who allready had done it, when we are alone walking or siting at home. It is like drug, you just can't finish wishing, and crying about how unlucky you are. Well.. All what I had just now saied is TRUE, and I am one of the people like this, but now I'm going to STOP it. I will do whatever I ever wanted to do, I will fight about it, and I'll fuck everyone who will go in my way, cuz I want to get my life and live it for real.

So my aims till next september is :

*lose weight

*Learn much better,

* get started with my music, * keep doing modeling,

*Starting with my disains, *Remake my web to next level,

* tell everything to people what I ever had wanted to say,

* Make my fotography much much better.

And if you ever had been in this situation, tell me how did you get trought to it, and if you are in this situation, than tell me what you want to change in ur life (:

And wish me luck, as I'm wishing you guys one.

Colchester Leisure World

It was Last month, when my mum gaved me vouchers worth 24 pounds as a pressent. She got Vouchers for Leisure World, Afcoure there was wrote than I can use it for Aqua Springs, Beauty Therapy, but my mum told than I can use it to for gym, well I tid ask her if she has ask the Leisure World, but she told she has not. So, Last week I went to Leisure World to ask may I use it for Gym and they told than yes I can. I was happy about it, and realy glad, but Today 14th of March I wanted to go to gym and start using my vouchers, when I get till Gym "Activia" they told than I cant use the vouchers, even if Leisure World had told me I can.

Colchester "Activia" the Health & Fitness centre

So why did they lie to me? If I cant even trust public institutional, who has made for helping people, Who than I can trust?

I miss everything what I had done in past.

I miss my friends, who made me smile everyday.

I miss my grandma, who made me hate her.

I miss my house, where I sang.

I miss my school, who made me wish wrong things.

I miss Old style, what made me special.

I miss my laugh what I lost when I start missing.

I miss Ronnie Radke, who is shit and who srew everything.

I miss Screams, who usualy was in my i-pod.

I miss my old pics, where I looked like shit.

I miss my shit what I had talked.

I miss everything what had made me be who I am now and then.

What do you miss?